Brings You Joy, Bring Me Happiness

2009-11-29T02:09:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, it is all just words.

2009-10-28T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hanging By The Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Currently addicted to this song as I could sing this out loud and thereafter feels so relieved. Sometimes, this's would be a way to express one's emotions.

I'm taking pyschology this semester and through the past few lessons, we were exposed to and had discussed on the chain effect on how human's senses works relates to how our senses affects perception and how having different perception from person to person leads to expressing different emotions, behaviour or responses towards the same stimulus presented. We humans are amazing creatures. We owns an ultimately awesome body(machines).. Hear of a song title " Your body's a wonderland"? I believed it is and it seems like the exploration of this wonderland never ends.

Now I'm, MayMay the explorer :D

2009-10-26T20:46:00.000-07:00

Halloween night

I have this strong urge to spend the halloween night either at Sentosa or Night Safari! Looking at the vid, the temptation grows and it excites me even more and more and more moremore :D:D And if I was asked to tag along for halloween night, i will definitely join them! Else I'll be going next year when transport home is no longer a problem. However, theres comments from friends that we have to spend time Q-ing up still.. Hmmmmmm

2009-10-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

Best divorce letter ever.

Dear wife:

I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it.
These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.

Your EX-Husband
P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Dear Ex-Husband

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.

It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn't work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was 'You look just like a girl!' Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can't say something nice, I didn't comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning.

After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.

I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won't get a dime from me.

So take care.

Signed,
Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don't know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl.

I hope that's not a problem.

2009-10-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

2009-10-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

I wish I could see through your eyes, so I would know what you like to see and what you are looking around for. I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I know where I belong to in your heart. I wish I were a worm in your stomach, so I know what satisfy you. I wish I knew what you are afraid of, so I could protect you giving you the sense of secureness you need.

I wish we're much closer.

Because I've made it all not obvious for you to see through what I want from you. Beacuse I want this feeling to grow slowly. And because I know I'm serious this time.

2009-10-08T20:00:00.000-07:00

The sickening weather is causing many to fall sick as well.

Nausea, I kept wanting to vomit since the start of the day and halfway through, I was feeling very cold in class and it seems like I'm falling sick soon too. Perhaps I'm still adjusting to my body clock which is why it's making me feel sick. I start class at different timing everyday and I guessed my body clock is still adapting which is why my body cant function properly nowadays..

Kk, I'm sleeping super early tonight hopefully I'll be fine tomorrow.

2009-09-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

Now's the high tide when I miss you most, I'll be waiting for the low tide so I could forget you for a moment.

2009-09-29T14:55:00.000-07:00

I'll go anywhere, other then school.

Five more days before school starts. Again, the thought of going school is scary yet annoying :[ because I have to complete my report asap, the thought of it being returned to me for re-submission or re-work is frustrating. Tell me, who the hell won't copy and paste info especially history of company into their work? Yes, its plagiarism, but what to do? I've already wrote it in my own words making sure the main idea is there. To sum it up, PP is such a pain in the ass for all students.

2009-09-26T01:18:00.000-07:00

Rarely, you get what you want.
Very often, you get what you don't wish to have.

Life's never made easy, am i right?

We live our lifes just like driving on roads, not knowing when will there be someone jay-walking, dashing out of the road or some random car causing a hazard to you, else you'll get bumpy roads, narrow roads or places which requires you have to slow down or speed up, commonly having to cross junctions where you have to decide where you would like to head on to and at times opportunity aries for you to make a U-turn.. Similarly to our lifes, we have to adhere the steps and safety instructions so as to move on safely and peacefully. Somehow, I find life's a chore.

Class chalet's over but I'm still missing it. Missing moments which I wish I could stop the clock from ticking, stop the sun from rising, stop people from moving around.. It's what I want and yet I can't get, knowing its impossible.

Some peektures,

Great night

2009-09-20T22:14:00.000-07:00

Pain in the head.

Whenever I leave my seat, there will be this dizziness and sharp pain in my head then causing a blurry vision. This could happen anytime in a day too, even when Im sitting down watching tv. Moment later, I would start thinking if I am suffering from some brain disease or having tumor in my brain, haha!

Oh yes! Something strange happened.

Yesterday, I bought bubbletea from cup walker @ whitesands, when Im about to take a 10cents coin out, I accidentaly poured out the coins, keys, saga seeds and an amulet in my wallet out, some of them dropped on the floor while the rest I managed to hold on to... While walking to the bus interchange, I checked if everything is in there and found my amulet missing from my wallet so I went back to the shop to see if it's left there or what. But there's nothing around.

TODAY, I SAW THE AMULET BACK IN MY WALLET WHEN I AM ABOUT TO TAKE MY COINS AGAIN! :\

Perhaps my vision nowadays ain't good which explain this werid incident. But I am very sure, the amulet was not in my wallet when I checked yesterday on my journey homeeee!!!

2009-09-14T01:34:00.000-07:00

How far can the word fate bring you to? Its said that fate brings people together. How true is that? Did fate plays a part bringing me to my family, friends? So do I meet strangers I don't know along the streets by fate or that someone who sat beside me on the train was by fate too?

Went over Amelia's house on Friday, cooked pasta as usual and at least we were able to blade and cycle on that day as it always rain whenever we planed to have activity at PR park. And I chose to blade but I ended up cycling. Know why? Because I am so lousy, unable to learn how to blade well plus I had a bad fall which hurts like mad at the start. And even now my muscles are still aching now. Terrible. On the other hand, I guessed I had build up a new phobia, roller blading.....

And now. I have nothing in mind to blog about.. but I've come to realise the stuff around me are majority green in color. Which is why I changed the background color to green too.

:>

2009-09-05T17:56:00.000-07:00

Strangely

Today's horoscope:
Be responsible and do your best. Worrying about it won't get you anywhere.

Strangely it seems to be accurate, just like some advices telling me to persevere so I could complete my report asap even though I gave up every once in a while either while Im reading the company's webpage or typing the details in words.

Exactly 1 month left for me to complete this killer report. After report writing will be poster designing, worst still. Gosh.

2009-08-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

Dried brain

I can't focus now, but I'm still left with a lil more.. a lil more to complete what I should cover for tmwr. Despite of this, I've alrd given up. The whole renal system is simple yet, my memory can't hold that extra information anymore :[

Deadshitxz

A song to share with...

2009-08-22T20:26:00.000-07:00

Watching this makes me smile too. So evil of her to do this to her bf but still, he deserve this (Y)

Fuck you, fuck you very very much :D
_|_

Haha! Randomly this song was playing on my playlist and I started singing along then replaying this song again and again. It's like scolding and venting my unhappiness out so happily!
So, fuck you, go!

2009-08-22T18:52:00.000-07:00

Truly speaking,

when it comes to UT3, I would swear I've put in all my best to do well for all 4 modules even for Chemistry which is the brain drilling module which involve solving equations crafted for genius. But still, I'm able to answer some Qs which was attempted with my classmates when we revised together, else, I would be staring at my screen throughout the test. On the other hand, the fact is I would fail for sure, but its just a matter of how bad is that fail... One more UT on Monday and I'll be taking up ecstasy after it:> Yesssa!

2009-08-19T11:48:00.000-07:00

Because I'm so bored, and I'm all alone ..

First paper ended at 9.30am, and thats when I starts to be a loner, walking around in school aimlessly. Found a seat in the school lib, turn-on my laptop and to my pleasure, no network available for internet connection. Stupid school had shut down all connection due to the exams going on. _|_ So headed to wdland lib, and now I'm sitting at a corner, typing this post. double _|_

So lucky of me to have 2 UT in a day, with such a long timebreak before the 2nd UT starts = 3.5Hour of loneliness.

But..but..but.. I'm now waiting for Kokquan's arrival! HAHA someone to accompany me for lunch and the rest of the time till both our paper starts!

till then..

2009-08-18T18:15:00.000-07:00

Time for a break.

Overslept this morning so I didn't wanna go school knowing today is the last day of school and its the most boring module I've ever had, worst still its a class of super dead and boring classmates, so I don't like. Hee

I'm done with 1 chapter for Anatomy, 2 more to go and I'll be done for revision then I'll be ready for Monday test! :>

Two papers tmwr, one, early in the morning, 8.30 the other in the afternoon 1.45pm.
And I've to freaking reach woodland by 8'o Clock.. Awesome.

All the best to those having exam tmwr!

It's an amulet specially made for those having exams!
It will bring you luck. Trust me

2009-08-17T21:15:00.000-07:00

Never pay the cost of love,
you'll go bankrupt

2009-08-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I don’t know but, I think I, maybe, falling for you.. Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself waiting til I get to know you better. Waiting..

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to, I’m scared of what you’ll say. So I’m hiding what I’m feeling but I’m tired of holding this inside my head. Can you feel it?

The emotions just keep spinning out today when I look in your eyes..

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried. And I don't know why.
Slow it down. Make it stop. Or else my heart is going to pop. Cause it's too much.
Yeah, it's a lot.. to be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love

A mix of 2 songs lyrics which expressed everythings now

2009-08-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

Handsum Kia ♥

(See, he was texting me, ahem-ahem)

Weee wooo weeet, look at his bicep.
And I love photographers too!

Fast, weekends will be over in 2hours+ time and I'll be heading to school half-heartedly... Having the thought that its dreadful week whereby its the week when I'm having my exams. Knowing I shouldn't be grumbling.. but.. can't help it.
:(

Nehmind, I'm fortunate because I can study, lucky enough to be educated. No complains

Siwon's so handsum!

2009-08-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

Cross your heart and promise ...

Both thumbs up for the movie UP, the only animated film which is able to steer my emotion with its lovestory between Carl and his wife, Ellie. After Ellie pass away,Carl was left to live all by himself. Even as the years pass, the city grows around Carl's house with construction as he refuses to move when his apartment funny to know that that's the only house left behind when all around was undergoing construction. HAHA! Being a faithful man, he came up with a scheme to keep his promise to Ellie which is so sweeeet!

Pardon me for the low quality video, cause my phone mega pixle's like crap x)

Jude brought his electric guitar to class on Thursday which is the last Anatomy lesson, so we requested our faci to play us some farewell songs. Heee, though he was not very good looking, but he seems charming to me when he plays the guitar and started singing. If you notice, at times he doesn't sing in tune! But still awesome lar :):) Being a doctor yet still able to be'talented' in music, surprising lehxx.

Not forgetting, I love his lesson which is the reason why, its the only module I had full attendance!

Since it's the last lesson, the problem statement was rather easily too. Likewise, no one was serious in doing work either! So I went out of class with my classmates, the better ones, to take pictures :D

These two photos were us trying to imitate a irritating tudong classmate with her favourite pose *twist* (Y)

2009-08-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

Hi I'mma 鸡鬼, Lady Gaga

Have been staying at home for 3 consecutive days, just to study. (Y) Never even leave the house, even a step. Hee. But I'm returning school tmwr, amazingly, I'm missing school! Moreover tmwr will be the last week of school. Gonna miss some of my classmates though we aren't very close, but at least they are decent people unlike some bitchy ones.

Next wednesday, next wed I will have my 2 papers on the same day then soon after that, after 24th Aug, I'ma free birdeeee again. But not forgetting I've to complete my profiling report asap as the submission date is 8 Oct. So I supposed my upcoming holidays will be a stressful one... hmph

Well Sunday was one of the enjoyable day ever since for dunno how long I get to meet all of my sweeetiee heartxz. Birthday celebration for the LEO's at Nihon Mura again and we never fail to eat till we drop, so filling that all the food we ate filled us all the way up till the throat and if we were to burp, the food will be vomitted out straight away. HAHA

Ohohohoh yesssa I'm watching UP on Fry-day! ;)
Buaixxzxz

2009-08-04T12:58:00.000-07:00

If you know..

I'm tired, annoyed with guessing every little things.

Now, I can't settle on what to post about because I just wanna type something out to let out my emotions. I am keeping too much stuff to myself till I could feel its now unbearable. But it's pointless for me to say them out. Thus, all are meaningless. And what will you do deceive yourself?

k end of emo post.

2009-07-29T13:49:00.000-07:00

Wtf.

Cause some people are so f*cking lazy like a pig, they pushes all kinds of dirty job to others and they themselves snatched all the easy wizzzy jobs. Acting as if they aren't aware of anything and has no knowledge about the equipments and setups. _|_ this is how you treat me, and just fucking see how I'm gonna screw you up on the day itself, BITCHES. While the rest are just idiots who doesn't turn up for meetings.

Fuck it, fuck y'all. Both of us are stonger than you think.

I don't owe you a single shit, I don't have to put myself in such position when I get pissed off totally which makes me wanna slap your damn face then pull off that cloth from your head! Now, while I'm typing my blood's boiling with frustration, I'm angry with myself when I return to reasons why I stayed on and not quit earlier.

2009-07-22T23:44:00.001-07:00

I need a life

I've spend my everyday studying, reading, dropping down notes making sure I understand for my Anatomy test. And even when I'm not studying, the theory keeps replaying in my mind. I need a life seriously ser-ious-ly, do anything other then studying. I'm all out for it :(

After tomorrow, after 5pm I will be a free birdieee. Because the major test will come on the 16th week. And ITS SO MAJOR that I can't overlook it, 50% lehxx. And I think RP should allow us to have a week holiday before UT3 starts, so called the study break. Else where the hell can we find time to revise? RP's somehow dumb.

Okay I've to turn in now. Goodluck to me, tomorrow's gonna be another looooongggggg day. And and and... I'm not depressed. I'm just exhausted. Tired, sick of everything that's happening around me everyday. Okay! Goodluck to my wifey too!

Especially CHRIS LAR! She most jialat, _|_ to all her evil team mates!

2009-07-20T21:13:00.000-07:00

Drives you crazy, go!

I drove my instructor crazy on Friday night during my driving lesson. HAHA. Who ask him, keep finding fault on me? Never die before la him. Keep on nagging, complaining, saying my previous instructor taught me the wrong techniques to turn my steering wheels. He wanna action, so I teach him a lesson and also a surprise! Guess what?

Out of a sudden, I brake damn hard while I make a sharp turn to shock him. He was like "OH!" and nearly flew our of his seat! (Y) Hahah!! Wanted him to pee on his pants, cb so annoying. Let me give you a brief description of him:

- Plump guy weighing 80plus 90 i assume
- Short man aging from 40 to 45 yrs old
- Wear his specs low
- Almost bald (the eye york hairstyle) HAHA!
- His hair gel stinks, those old man hair oil smell

Luckly his breathe doesen't stink man, else I will suffocate in the car :D
Kk, I sound damn evil here, I'm done with ranting. And hope I don't get to see him again!

1 test down, and I'm left with the most tedious UT, Anatomy on thursday then I will be freeeeeeeeeeeeee!

YAY :D:D

2009-07-12T18:40:00.000-07:00

Turn on my engine

I'm a loser, since yesterday I am supposed to study at 6pm but I dragged till 12am. And once I start studying, I start to feel sleepy too so I gave up around 2am. Watched a few SJ vid then I became wide awake. So do you think I carry on studying after that? Haha, its obvious right?

Today, supposed to start at 1pm. Menses cramp like fuck when I can't even get myself a comfortable position plus my hands and feet were shivering, damn jialat. Hence, I decided to settle down start studying around 3 and till now, I've yet started on any shit. (Y)

I'm so D-E-A-D

2009-07-11T21:06:00.000-07:00

Babies on roller blades :D:D

2009-07-11T20:34:00.000-07:00

My poker face

Seems like I've made a blunder, another mistake again. Whatever it its, either one of us have been swindled by the other. And now I am very the reluctant to study for my chem test. Why should I even study it knowing I will fail badly having atrocious result again? For the upcoming test which is UT2, its said to be much tougher then UT1. Which means UT1 is easy and I've a 3.5marks so what's for UT2? Haha idiot.

I miss sec school life and dreaming about it again made me wanna turn back to those days once again.. Wearing uniform, clipping up my fringe, having a long comb in my pocket (hahah!), wearing ankel socks ... Unlike now, everyone stressing up due to projects, test and exams then going school without proper hours of sleep. So girls, do drink more water and take some Vit C to boost up your body system. Omg, I miss you girls out of a sudden

we look so stylo in there man!

2009-07-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

A cold night
so cold, I'm wearing a jacket now
so cold, I'm having a running nose

Hopefully I'm alright, being sick nowadays is so troublesome. And I'm freaking tired now.. But I don't want to sleep so early yet. But no one is online currently, I supposed they were either studying or rushing projects. I have to revise my work too. But lazy.

One of my test result's out, as expected, I failed my chemistry UT, with atrocious result, 3.5 out of 30marks. Awesome me :D

Disheartening y'know. In the first place at times I don't getta shit of what my faci's explaining in class, I felt that she is bias and only appreciating the Indi students effort and not the rest of the class. Also on a light note, I'm not being racist here. Just trying to bring up a point that knowing the one who grades you don't appreciate your effort even knowing you're a weak student is fucking annoying whereby the drive to stand out or shine in class is not there. So where's the motivation? My fun and loving classmates? In actual fact, yes.
And coincidentally one likes that lady either.

k bye, I'm turning in now.
Cover your blanket, sleep tight people (L)
Nights

2009-07-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound

Yesterday everyone was laughing their ass off including me, to be exact we played guessing game. With actions, guess what is the action/word/or even someone we trying to imitate. Hahah! Somehow, we know each other so well and with just a random action, the first guess was correct. kuoolshitxzx.

Met up with my girls last night at whitsands for dinner but Chris&Karyee had something on, but nehmind we will be meeting up soon right! Especially ky, I havent seen her for a longlonggg time.. .. And in the late afternoon, Laoda sop and xiiao supposed to be studying but I doubt they studied alot(?) because I never brought any materials so I started stonning, drawing, eating and distracting them by saying how charming Siwon is, and they joined in too, heh!
Oh ya, its worrying man, nowadays I am eating alot! And it really means A-L-O-T okay. jialat

Well, I totally didnt bother to check my test date when I am supposed to do it 2wks ago and now realising that this coming Friday I'm having a test and from then every week there will be test for me :) double sadness saddddd

Today's sat and in 2 days time I'm returning back to the virus campus. I wanna stay at home, continue my E-Learning even if its boring, I don't like and when I don't learn anything hahah! I am very the contradicting myself here lehxz.

Ala I am just nitpicking here, I will study tonight, I will be good, I will skip happily to school on monday and smile to everyone I see :D

2009-07-02T19:44:00.000-07:00

I want to staple bullets on my forehead

I very pekcheck ah. Moodswing again, hormones imbalanced and currently having the pre-menstrual symptoms. I get irritated easily nowadays, eg. once I hear my dad talking loudly I feel like punching his mouth, when things ain't going the way I want it to be I feel like squeezing the person head till her eyeball pops out, when there's no shows I'm keen on watching on tv I feel like throwing the remote control at the tvscreen, when my internet loads slowly and I need it to run fast for me to submit my work on time, ah very cb y'know. And now I'm here typing, I can feel my blood pressure rising rapidly. Tsk frustrated la

2009-06-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

For once, just once .. I admit I'm so into siwon. Those from Sj fanclub esp xintze must be sniggering when seeing this right? Heee. He's damn hot! Initially I found a photo of him (accidentally) but in the end, I can't resist the temptation :D

Let me melt you with his photos!

Drooling not?
Charming, charming right! Siwon is so charming!

2009-06-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Over my head, I'm there

I'm on LOA, so E-Learning for me for the entire week till 4july. Super sian ar I tell you! No discussion with team mates because all slackers, and I have to do everything all by myself! But somehow its funny. We had a mass con ard 11am, no one speaks, and one of them said she going market for breakfast with her bro, the other said he go bath so its Brb right? But both never came back :D Soon, I went to watch tv and take my lunch too. heeee

If I've a choice now .....

I rather go for class!

All thanks to H1N1 uh. Yousuckxzxz

2009-06-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

What on Earth was I thinking at that moment?!
Fuck. I screwed it up. And I could feel how you are feeling now, emoxzx

Open all night and let that be enough

2009-06-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

H1N1 visits to RP :)

From a few students to 9 then 11 afterwards 20 now 35cases. More to come still? And this's part of the reason why I skipped two days of class. Haha self-declared holidays ;) thats what I'm always good at. Which means I'm away from school bounderies for 5days straight.

Seriously, RP's system = screwed up.

Why not close down the school straight for a week or so instead of quarantining classes by classes one at a time....?

" First, RP is not a breeding ground of the virus. It was unfortunate that a few students, who caught the virus elsewhere, transmitted it to some of their fellow students. These infected students were sent for medical attention immediately. Their classmates were sent for medical testing as well. The classrooms that they were in have been disinfected and sealed.

Do note that this virus cannot survive for more than eight hours. And we have shut off those rooms for more hours than that now. The public facilities, including corridors, toilets, lifts and other common areas are sanitised by our cleaners daily. Also, the virus does not spread through the air or through airconditioning ducts. It is transmitted person to person within close proximity of two metres. You can read all about this at www.rp.sg/flu. "

- OhManzz what an effective and convincing explanation for the scenario. Since RP is well known for its PBL system. Does that mean that RP's facis and the higher authorities is undergoing PBL now, on how to deal with RP's H1N1cases? Then presntation slides to sum everything up for us? Hahah!

2009-06-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

And if you ask me if I love him..
I’d lie
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

The cheecky smile and dimples was what I've been looking forward to every week. Glancing into each other's direction bring smile across on our faces.

2009-06-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less...

I promise you this, when you wake up in the morning, I'll be there every time!

women love to be screwed, they just don't like being screwed over
- Ghost Of Girlfriends Past

I love these sentence, which was said by Connor Mead, the male lead, and his uncle.

Met my girls at the cathay after my UT, dinner at ashton and my grill fish was totally scrummy! Headed to carrefour to get some snacks even after we had eaten, haha, and caught the movie. Rather touching I would say. Among the 6 of us who watched, only 3 shed tears. There are lots of saying I like from the show! Which somehow seems to be so true. Nice movie, no harm watching it.

Alright, bedtime's here people. Goodnight and ..
God bless me for my test tmwr(:

2009-06-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

11 Random Stuff

1. I've updated new songs in my playlist.
2. My right shoulder is hurting me, aching
3. If all the sleepyheads were to raise their hand, I would raise both my hands and legs
4. I'm going back school for test tmwr even though I've no class
5. 9.30am tmwr, my alarm will be ringing insead of 6.30am (:
6. But I'll be catching The ghost of gf past with my girls
7. Plans for tonight, study study and nothing else but study again
8. If I don't do well for Anatomy, I will... tatto organs on my body! Kidding but all I want s for my hard work to pay off
9. I can't believe I ate nothing in school today other then my pathetic 2slice of bread
10. Rafer is lying underneath my desk, whispering "you can do it!"
11. Today's my dad B'day (L)

Ehhhh, make it 12.

My lil pillow smells great today!

Bye

2009-06-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

Mr.Strong

Breaking record, for the first time I find myself behaving so immature so silly. Spending almost 10bucks just hoping to get Mr.Strong in one of the capsules!! And now I have in total 7 keychains, 4 color container and neither of them has what I want. So now I'm asking for the childish-est question, I want to trade Mr.Strong with any characters you want from the collection, who's having it? Because I just want Mr.Strong not the rest (: Else, wish me luck on Sunday when I'll be buying another capsules.

Oh yea, it shall be a secret else, my mum gonna squeeze my head and put me in one of the capsules :|
*I had a hard time hiding them from her just now LOL

Goodnight people!

2009-06-12T15:22:00.000-07:00

Stop appearing in my dreams

It's another dream, waking up crying, feeling the pain continuously hitting on my chest. In my dream, we're at the train station and I was left alone again, after you went off without a word. The thing is, the more you recall about those sweet memories, they'd only add on to all your miseries.

Get over it

2009-06-11T01:21:00.000-07:00

Letter 2514

Again, it's all about pasta pasta pasta!

And together, with our favourite Bubble Tea without bubble, just tea!

Alluring, yes or no?! Look at the cheeseee, so yummy so chessssey!
Karyee and I managed to bake pasta, without burning her oven or kitchen. As usual like what the rest often says: "karyee and maychin can sleep anywhere they go" and well, I accidentally fall asleep while Ky's playing guitar geek. (;tsk

After which, karyee started digging out boxes of memories items out. Which made me miss having my own room, my own corner where I place my personal stuff unlike now, having my stuff placed differently at any space available here and there. So it's time to gather everything together, get a big box and arrange them together nicely! Sit down, open it up and start reminiscing about the past when bored.

Okayok, I'm turing in now. Else I'm not going to wake up for yoga lesson, in 6hrs time.

Plan for the day: Stick my butt on the chair, eyes on work and start studying!
* Oh yes, BON VOYAGE CHRIS! (L)

2009-06-10T02:32:00.000-07:00

Facebook and msn is addictive, especially at night!

I was initially studying, almost finishing on my mindmap but then ...
I was distracted by msn then fb. I even chatted with my Bro, who is somewhere in Afghanistan now on fb mintues agao. Haha!

Have you ever wonder or question yourself, what will you be accomplishing if today's your last day on Earth?

I'm grateful I've spent my whole day with my lovely girls. In fact, no harm knowing and getting paranoid about the rumors about July's Tsunami or Doomsday2012. Even if it's plain rumors, it somehow ring a bell in us that it's time we start appreciating and valuing our life, our love ones, friends and other small lil stuff we may not even bother at times. We are fortunate kids, serious speaking. Thus, to those having a broken heart from relationship, domestic problems, its time to get over it and live life like there's no tomorrow, love the people who treat you right, and realize that no matter what happens, they'll always love you. You can't change the past, so look forward to the future. Live every day to the fullest, and have no regrets. Know that everything has its purpose, and that everything happens for a reason. By then, it ain't going to bring much heartache when we start lossing our love ones. Yes?

F A M I L Y
- Father And Mother I Love You

Look on the bright side of life (:
whoo whoo whoo whoo whooo whooo whoo whoo ooo

2009-06-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done.
Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads.
But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us.
If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are.
So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you're going.

When you needed motivation to bring yourself up again, href="http://ohsoprestige.xanga.com/645478630/item/
this will be useful.

Peace

2009-06-09T00:01:00.000-07:00

I'm a bitch

Seriously, I've screwed myself into this state, having mixed feelings and now struggling with everything that triggers my emotion. I can't help but to think back, to look forward to dates I remembered which lead me to this situation. All I could do, within my limitation, was to keep myself occupied and by doing that, it kills. That's damn dumb which is why I said I'm just a bitch, cb!

2009-06-03T23:53:00.000-07:00

Within a minute
I managed to hear your voice, however it sounded differently

After yearning to enroll myself for yoga lessons for almost 2years, I finally managed to fulfil the desire today. It's a free 90mins session, so why not wake up early for this?! You must be thinking, how the hell its a FREE session right, FREE LEH? Alaaa, the instructor actually volunteered to teach anyone who is willing and interested.

Then in fact do you know my movement can be classified under stagnant? I'm not flexible. But still, I managed to followed through 70%-80% from the lesson (; however, I noticed my wrist ain't strong enough, somehow for certain workout/stretches I've difficulty as I'm actually straining my wrist and it hurts so bad that I could feel the veins being pull in all directions... Anyone any idea how /have ways to strengthen wrist?

In the afternoon, Laoda and Xintze came over my place for pasta. Ahemmm, I can cook ya x) and we headed to Whitesand Lib around late evening wanting to study but since I'm with both of them, what do you think happened in the end? But still, they managed to borrowed and photocopy some info for their project and stuff. While I read a book about photography technique.

Oh yesyesyes, xintze is the only one who can pleased me by just saying any vulgar. Thanks to her, laoda and I had a great laugh :D hahah!

Third day of my holiday, three days and I've yet start on my revision for my test, drag some more maychin, lazy somemore . .
And I shall motivate myself to double-up my effort for tmwr, no more excuses.

Goodnight

2009-06-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

June

In a blink of an eye it marks the end of May and the beginning of June, in a blink of an eye it marks the end of our relationship. With a little struggle, a little gloomy and a little awkwardness. Waking up knowing I've to adapt to a new routine, a new environment, brings me down.

Status changed and there goes everything else.
Having to go home alone, having the seat all for myself, without someone I can hold on to and lean on, climbing up the stairs without you pushing me from the back, walking home on the same old path we used to walk, taking the lift we used to take together, went to the corner we used to stand on the highest floor, from there tears were shed as I look around at the construction site we used to look at, feeling the wind which had kept us cooled all this while. All flashback.

You were right; I have taken you for granted. Only now that I realized how much you've gave in, the love you showed making me feel secured and all I did was, nothing, compared to yours.

Despite all the arguments we had previously, we were able to get through it together but somehow, this time round there’s no solution for any amendment. No longer a tiff with you.

At the end of this relationship, I've brought along our happy moments and significant period we once shared and hope you would too.

2009-05-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

Wey!
You BigCaterpillar,
With many legs,
Having many shoes,
Where are you ?!!!

Boringboringboringboring! I want to go home. I want to be with my friends, laughing my day away with them.

Did I even bring along my brain this morning? Why am i feeling so grumbly now? Ahuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Friends, where are you!

:(

2009-05-25T10:23:00.000-07:00

I'M SO GONNA CUT MY FRINGE!

2009-05-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

MAYCHIN's Personality Test

Your view on myself:
-You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
- You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
- You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
-You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
- Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
-You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
- You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
- You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
- You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Comments: Majority true ;) So this gives you a better idea of who I am??

2009-05-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

HEY I LOVE YOUR DIMPLE WHEN YOU SMILE!

Joan, my classmate from MicroBiology Module. Forever the one asking me to cabot. Badbadbad, very bad right.

Hiiiiii. I am Happy, but not that very the happy for now.
First, I'm almost done with my revision for 1 problem, however...
I am stuck with this 2Question:

(i) Lithium oxide is used aboard the space shuttle to remove water from the air supply according to the equation: Li2O(s) + H2O(g) = 2LiOH(s)

If 80.0 kg of water is to be removed and 65 kg of Li2O is available, which reactant is limiting? How many kg of excess reactant remain?

Answer: Li2O is the limiting reagent; 41kg of water remain.

(ii) Aluminum metal reacts vigorously with iron(III) oxide. The equation for the reaction is: 2 Al(s) + Fe2O3(s) = Al2O3(s) 2Fe(l)

How many grams of Fe can be form from a reaction mixture containing 30.0 g Al and 90.0 g of Fe2CO3?

Answer: 62.0 g Fe (Al is the limiting reagent)

Answers are there, ya I know BUT I WANT TO KNOW THE STEPS TO GETTING THE ANSWER! :(

2009-05-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

Counter Close

Anatomy and Physiology Module is driving me NUTS! Term-mo-logy

So far I've yet revised on the topics, I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO DEAD!

2009-05-17T17:52:00.000-07:00

So itchy!

Oh damn, in total I've 6 huge mosquito bites. I wonder if it's really mosquito bites or what Laoda said, bed bugs. When you press it, its hard, after you scratch it, it gets harder and the itchiness doesn't go off. All day, I've been scratching it even though I shouldn't have scratch it, no choice. :/

1month since school started,
1more week to my Lab Management test,
11more days to my Chemistry test,
12days to my Microbiology test,
30more days to my Anatomy test and
13more days to my 2weeks holiday!

Woah.

2009-05-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

When BIG meets small

Swimming with Karyee & Laoda later, and yeesssa: I'll be tanned! :>

We'll stuck with each other, no worries (L)

2009-05-01T18:56:00.000-07:00

_________________ Completion

Ahhhhhh
I am so fucking stress with the amount of work given with only limited time to complete! What on Earth were those pea brainer thinking off when they were planning this schedule for students?!!!

;(

2009-04-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiii. I managed to survive after a week in school, with new sci term-nology from all different modules, new classmates and new timetable whereby the breaks were so short, I rushed for lunch everyday so as to complete my work. However, I end school early, so izzit good or bad? Bad still.

Slowly but surely, my healthy shiny black hair's turning white due to the upcoming PP project and trying to do revision before the next lesson starts else i will be left behind. I sound like a chiong-ster here, I know, but no choice -.-

"How will you die", Fb quiz ....
Result, "you will die in your sleep." -.-'''''''!
A peaceful departure into the next life. You are blessed with the good fortune of passing from sleep into eternity. Do not fear sleep. To dream into the next life is a rare gift.

Somehow true? When i am very very very very tired after a day in school, I'll just sleep to death? Among all ways to die, I still prefer the sleeping method. Ha! However,dying in disaster, doomsday is cool too! Because we'll die together! Never alone!
Together forever, Forever together!
So, live your life to the fullest, you won't regret till your last breath!

Hack all the projects and assignment ppl ;> let's go enjoy.
schoolsux4lifez

2009-04-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL

And again, I would say: " I can't believe I'm going school tmwr! Facing new classmates again for the 3rd time. Worst still, to adapt to 4 different class in a week. So please be nice to me okay, new friends... I'm friendly and nice :)"

Bye Mr Holiday and Hi Mr Schooldays
x(

Omg, looking at them makes me feel even more miserable!
LOVE YOU, my dearest Gf! not forgetting Bf too :)

Goodnight all!

2009-04-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

I AM BORED NOW
So I'm . .

Counting down to the number of days left before school reopen. (!)

Thinking if I'm having PMS now, everything seems so annoying to me. (%^&#)

But still, I'm smiling to myself because, I'll be spending my day with my Earthlings in hours time again. Absolutely a great day spend with great companies ystday, pasta at Ame place and walked round PR park since all the rental were closed.
A note stated from one of the shop:
" :D Mon close but on PH we will still open shop." Wanna know which shop? Walk around have a look at the enterance of the shop, y'know. HA!

Pardon me for rantinng, because out of nowhere, I AM VERY SAD!
Thinking of school makes me sad, thinking of my unusual timetable from my friends makes me more sad, thinking of the journey to school makes me even more sad, thinking of walking to school alone makes me feel ultimately sad, thinking of having my breaktime alone in school makes me feel beyond the description of sadness!
ARGH! x(

I'm off,
G.night all!

2009-04-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

On the 9thApril,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAM-BALI!

Hey dude! We've know each other for 1whole year! It was the first few days of school and you were the first B'day Boy in class, being in the same group with you that day, enterprise module.
Time dun fly, it pass through within the flash at one shot!

AND

HAPPY 1Month FOR US!
Seeing each other, every single day makes everyday flashed pass even faster ;)

Have a nice day ahead too people ;>
Goodnight.

2009-04-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Addiction

Lyrics: http://www.songlyrics.com/hoobastank/so-close-so-far/291084/

Be it the lyrics, song, the drum beat, I'm addicted to it. However i think it's the Chorus. I have been replaying it for more then 10 times. So I'm hoping you'll get hooked to the song too. Haha! ;)

Oh yeah, the weather is exceptionally, ultimately plus extremely hot! So listen to mama' please drink more plain water avoid heaty food esp fastfood, junk food else you will fall sick verieeee soon! School reopening in 15days, look after you health ppl.

Now I felt healthier. Although I jogged pathetically 2 rounds and swam less then 5 laps, 2days this week. At least I made an effort to keep myself fit by exercising, what about you? Keep fit while you're still young, like me 18 for once. (:

Okay, let me share with you something veryvery AWESOME.

PLEASE PLUG IN YOUR EARPIECE FOR THE BEST EFFECTS.
*make sure your Left ear is plug with Left earpiece, coz i was laughing hard when i realised i'm hearing left when the sound is made from right! hahahahaha!

In result: my neck's damn itchy!!

COOL right?! Hurry tell me how you feel while hearing it!

2009-03-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

Upside down, downside up

Guess what! I failed my Btt AGAIN! Ala . . . . ):
Feel sad for me not?

hahahaha. Awwww, if you did felt a seconds of disappointment for me, thats so nice of you! Thanks!
I actually PASSED it lah people, trying to trick you guys only (; feel the thrill I made the rest of my friends felt.

PASSED

i'm duperly superly happy aye! ;D

2009-03-25T22:43:00.000-07:00

Second attempt

Tomorrow, another nervous day. My 2nd BTT test. God, I'tell you, I want to print the slip out after the test, stating that I PASSED! Walk out of the classroom with my head held up high and smiling like there's no tomorrow, call to let my dad knows and also to make his day with my news, letting him be proud of me!

I'm now a girl with big dreams.
hahaha!

Okay, off I go now to read through the book, re-enforcing the important rules in my brain then I turn in early! Test starts 9.15am tomorrow, damn early.

Goodnight all and wish me luck!
;)

2009-03-25T00:14:00.000-07:00

Big Jem Radio, stylo milo!

Jer, the Dj hosting his own radio show. Its so dammmmn cool, because it's on Live! You name it and you got to hear the song you want to, cool or what uh!

Free now? Nothing to do uh?
Open your Window Media Player, file, open url and key this in http://bigjem.servemp3.com:8000 (:
Eh jer, i helping you advertise eh!

2009-03-24T00:57:00.000-07:00

Alert! Mall Cop!

Strange rule for The Cathay.
"No taking of photos in the mall, thank you." said the security. However,we continued and started off naming him as the Mall Cop, so whenever we see them at any corner of the shopping mall, we goes: "Eh,eh! Mall cop hurryhury! Gogogogo" yes, thats the way we whispered to each other after watching the movie. Okay, the thing is, the more they interfere and stop us from taking photos, the more we wanna to break the rule, correct? Teenagers called it fun, don't we? Another words- rebellious. There's nothing wrong taking photos in the mall isn't it? And for once, we ain't making noise. So please, just leave us alone (:

Here weeeeeeeee go! Snap!

Popcorns, tibits are ideal snacks for movies. However, we got ourselves packed rice with saussage and chic chop -.- and I really regret getting them. They taste awful and it kept me full throughout the movie.

Dinner, Ashton.

Oh I'tell you, I swear, I wanted to give him a kick, hard in his ass man! His service is totally screwed! But to compare to the rest, he's a lil better. Ky called him, Cacat, handicap in Eng. Luckily he took a nice shot of us, else . . . . he would have been bashed!

If you realised, food was the one keeping us busy for the day (: you just can't imagine how we girls behave in Carrefour when we spot nice food!
To sum up, although dinner isn't as pleasing as what I expected, the wonderful company kept me accompanied. They are the loving people, you see..

"Xintze's advance 18th Birthday celebration" -requested

I had so much fun for the past few days, thanks girls and you. Luv you guys. ;)
*you should know who you're -mydbf

goodnight all.

2009-03-22T00:46:00.000-07:00

Not too long ago, Sentosa!

Finally i got my lazy ass up sitting infront of my computer to make a post here. That's because I have been feeling lazy the previous days. Yes, I am online, but the urge to blog isn't strong enough for me to blog.

Photos taken, Sentosa.

Pardon me, till now I am still smiling to myself whenever I look through the jumping shots photos. However, it ain't advisable to post all here. Only the normal looking shots were posted to give a brief idea. Haha!

Okay, my school schedule's out.
Bad news first. Bloody hell, I had 4 different class. Which means I will be changing class 4times a week. Read again, change class 4times A WEEK! I will be meeting 4classes of different people. You call that classmates? Damn the stupid system! Even though I'm not the only one having this crap schedule, but I'll be going school alone. I will start school 10am while my friends start 9.15am! Who will be my friends when school starts?! How close can we get when we meet each other like once a week?! Ala F***

And yes, good news, I start school 1hour later then usual. But I not happy eh! I don't like school. I fucking hate the new schedule!

2009-03-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

Ohohohoh

PhotoScape

Well, PhotoScape is new to me reason being I've been using PhotoShop all the while. And thanks to my girls for intro-ing me this. Somehow I feeling proud, of myself, being able to edit photos and knowing how to use the program within an hour. wa-ha-ha :D

Went over to Amelia's place for our usual pasta sharing!
Good food yummy yummy, yes I want, yes I want! You want too? Yes? Stare at the pasta and taste it! C'mon. Anyway, I am lossing my appetite these days, dunno why . . Eating only 2meals a day and even if I ate 3 meals, it will be a small portion. What HAPPP-PEN-ED? I'm having the thought of going on diet, but I still wanna eat plenty plenty manymany and alot alot still! Perhaps I'm too lazy to open up my mouth, lifting my hand up to feed myself like what I did yesterday when we were having dinner together, I was eating for the sake of filling my stomach and felt unhappy after my meal. Werid uhmmmmmm.

2009-03-06T22:18:00.000-08:00

The mind puzzle

Friday. Went CDC for my BTT, guess if I managed to pass?

-Nope, I didn't. And I ain't kidding. I was ultimately upset and unsatisfied with the whole test. I can't believe I failed when I did well for the etrial test and the actual test's question were all from the trial. Damn shit! Perhaps I was over-confidence after knowing I did well for my trial test (?) But nevermind, I have faith, my second attempt on 26th will be a pass. Gogogo MayChin!! Ha

Okay now I have a question. Tried jigsaw puzzle? Yes No? What about a mind puzzle? I'm fixing it now, total of thousand over pieces, without having the actual picture as a guide or in mind. Challenging. The outlines of this plan is blurry however I have a strong instinct but dunno what it is. Hmmmmm..

2009-03-05T01:16:00.000-08:00

One day . .

Double movies!
Had movies marathon with my Earthlings on Monday. Caught The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button and He's Just Not That Into You. Both had its own meaningful storyline, so go watch it! Benjamin Button was rather draggy though, however towards the ending it stirred me feeling emotional seeing how the couple's relationship changes as both of them grow old differently leading to a split up.

He's Just Not That Into You. I was grateful I had girlfriends around me throughout these years and I could actually get the fact and understand the feeling of lossing a boyfriend isnt a kick compared to lossing a close girlfriend (: somehow I just had this thought, so even if you watched it, you might not feel the same as i do. Ha

Cest La Vie 09

Oh I tell'you the feeling being a stage performer definately outstand the feeling sitting down watching the whole performance. I miss my sec school life! ): Anyway, I am said to be an over-grown teenager for school, I think. And I miss wearing the "stylish' uniform. heh random.

AND KNOW WHAT:
I'll be taking for my BTT later!
Yay, I can't wait man,
dinner with classmates too (:(:

Ok, I'm tired, goodnight.

2009-02-18T01:13:00.000-08:00

Monday Blues? No, Monday Flu

I couldnt stop coughing ever since Jan and I hate it when my throat feels itchy especially in the morning and night, especially when the phlegm's stuck in the throat and then I've to force it out.. The next thing I will see, the phlegm turns green from yellow. Ok, disgusting. But seriously, I can't take it anymore, I feel like digging my throat out, wash it thoroughly and then put it back. :/ And what's worst, I had flu on Monday. Sneezinng non-stop just like someone's out there cursing and swearing at me. Plus,I kept talking with echos ringing in my ears. OMG

Token of love. Not everyone is fortunate enough to have this as their wallpaper!
Ha Ha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HCF!

2009-02-17T00:25:00.000-08:00

My dear friend,

We’d have our fights, our ups and downs. But when the big things came along, we used to work things out no matter what. But now, you're tired and upset over those issues that happened in the recent years, I understand. Perhaps we really should give each other some time to think over and cool down. I know, no point apologising to you here. But at least you might be reading instead of hearing me saying these to you. The wrongs, had already been committed. But I hope all these does not crash-hard on our relationship. I really hope we can be like how we used to be though what had happened. You should know how important you are, to me.

2009-01-29T00:02:00.000-08:00

Thorns

H-A-T-E, i really hate it when I'm tied down with screwed up issue which is totally redundant. Here I'm using a strong word, hate, and yes I mean it, i really hate domestic issue.

Give me a break, it's like hundereds of thorns stuck on my body. And I am totally pissed, annoyed! I very much hate unreasonable people, people like you.

2009-01-19T21:46:00.000-08:00

W47B
- last week

One short, the other tall.
And even WaiYuen bend, he still looked taller then sinah x)

The "must have" post whenever Kenny sing or dance along with any music be it pop or emo songs!

Open your eyes KENNY LIM !!

Daphne & Rebecca

The traffic lights girls.

team2

This is the only few photos of him not pointing middle fingers!

Gay Boys

1

2

3

Let's laugh! Ha ha ha ha
I was laughing real hard when I saw this photo!!

Okay, the title says it all, it's the last week of school. I'll keep all the emotional speech/message till the last day of the week (:

Goodnight.

2009-01-14T21:49:00.000-08:00

Greed

Who's not greedy here? Tell me.

First, I wanted to chat with you online more often.
Next, I hope to bump into you more frequently
Then, I wish we can be together more often.
Afterward, I want our relationship to be more then just friends.
Subsequently how?

Everything's like a roller coaster ride, with its up and down.
So. Someone, click the stop button, please.
I'm tired

2009-01-11T22:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday

"We're the xiiaox familyx, xoxo"
- HA HA crap!

Yuki Yaki

Look at the mess they created! Aiyoooo!
Dirty people! But I like (:

* More photos to be uploaded once I received from Chris (:

Good luck to those taking O'level result tomorrow!
Anyway, one year ago I was hoping and praying hard to get good results. Whereas now, I'm hoping others to do well. Thus, this shows how fast time bypass us -.-

I want to feel young, again!

2009-01-10T00:50:00.000-08:00

(L) ninthjanuary
- And its all about saying thank you

The Capricons babies. Strangely, sometimes we just share the common traits.
How come?!

AH HAH! Look they are still those 17 yearold kids!

Helloooo to all my dear Friends! Thanks for the wishes. Hope you guys had a nice and enjoyable day too. Know why? Because today is _________ Birthday and she will bring you guys the special luck in her! Ha ha, I'm kidding (:

Next, thanks girls for spending your day with me, making it a remarkable day filled with laughters and joy! ♥.♥

Drawn by Gj! Cute right?
And I was like "OhMyGod!!?" when I 1st saw it (:(:
Thanks alot alot alot!!

I'm finally 18 but I don't feel the difference yet! Anyway, some claimed 18 as the Legal age for ___________ (up yo you to fill this in). However, since I'm 18, I agreed that I have to be more mature and more responsible in all ways (:

By the way, probably either next week or the first week of my holiday I will enroll myself for Driving Test! Weeeeee~ Wooonderful yay!

Thanks people, :)
and you made my day!

2009-01-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

Clone

Something amiss? Be alert and spot whats the problem!

Everything started from Tan Xinyi!
#1
(8:29 PM) LEH-OH: we act virus
(8:29 PM) LEH-OH: ya
(8:29 PM) LEH-OH: but email ah
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: they will know
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: HAHAHAH
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: how
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: i want bluff them i kena hack
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: howho
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: LOLLOL
(8:30 PM) LEH-OH: i noe!!
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: what!
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: see if theyt are alert enuff!
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: u act me
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: i act you!
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: hahahahhahahaha !
(8:31 PM) LEH-OH: cool

Notice there's 2 LEH-OH?! One of them is me! hahahaha!
Initially I just wanted to disturb xinyi, but who knows, she instructed me to go around doing pranks. First victim was Sophia, comes Xintze then Amelia. Among the 3 of them, only Amelia is that smart chap, the only one who was alert enough to notice our emails address! Whereas, Sophia was the one who have been fooled for the longest period. AH HAHA! Luckily her webcam wasn't working, else we would be able to see her reaction when she found out the truth!

Anyway, the story goes like this . . Sop was the middleman cause xinyi and I had a fight and both of us went to tell sop about it. She believed us without even suspecting the situation and story we told her! How can xinyi and I fight man! Sophia?!

#2
(2:49 PM) MEIJUN: later lets talk to BALI
(2:49 PM) MEIJUN: confuse him!
(2:50 PM) dalton's magic : okok
(2:50 PM) dalton's magic : wait
(2:50 PM) dalton's magic : abt what
(2:50 PM) MEIJUN: hmm i ask him going back later?
(2:50 PM) dalton's magic : we just say both of us fighting!
(2:50 PM) MEIJUN: i talk to him alr
(2:50 PM) MEIJUN: OK!

* dalton = me *
* meijun = dalton *

Very obvious, Dalton and I did a prank on Bali today. Which was another funny story that made Bali confused and panicked when both of us wanted to meet Bali straight after class to talk things out. To avoid dal and I from meeting each other, Bali told us each to meet at different location. BUT! the both of us meetup beforehand and planned before going canteen to continue our act. At the end, we succeed and managed to trick BALI!
-mission complete. Ha ha (:

You guys must be having the thought that I'm bad and evil to do such stuff right? But I'm not alright! Believe me once again lah!

And yes,not to forget! Happy belated birthday, AmeliaTan. Hope you've enjoyed your day. :)
Someone's finally 18 huh!

2009-01-03T01:55:00.000-08:00

Merrymaking

My very First attempt cooking. "Hearty Potatoes"
Hey, you girls have to be honored alright! Anyway, all of them are still safe after tasting such delicious yet super yummy!
(L)

Chef Tan.

Too bad you can't taste these through your computer screen! Ha ha ha

Wei! Don't laugh. He's called Joker but he's not funny at all. Peeking at others, thats he's job!

A late Merry Christmas to all!

Countdown
With a blink of an eye, it's year 2009 already! Happy new year to all! :) I hope you guys had fun during the countdown or New Year Day!

Spotted any of your friends here?

These are the nicest fireworks photos I've chose taken by my pathetic camera phone. Not bad still right? Spent the very last moment of 2008 with my Earthlings somewhere between Esplanade and Marina Square. Gosh, the crowd keep flowing nonstop that night! Shouldn't they get there earlier like us, to book a place and settle down? We're Singaporeans know! Be alittlekiasu lah! Lazy people! Anyway, thanks to Laoda for introducing us that woolooo game which I suck at it. hahaha!

Okay, I shall turn to bed now :(
I'm attending a voluntary work tomorrow at Redhill or somewhere. And I have to report by 8am sharp in school. God, I have to wake up early which means I'm left with 3hours of sleep ONLY! See how kind I am to help up in such activity! (kindhearted moiix) hahahhaa!

Goodnight

2008-12-31T15:12:00.000-08:00

Start The Next Episode

And yes, today's the last last last day of 2008. So let's say goodbyebyebye to 2008 and welcome the year of 2009!

Okay, I'll get moving. Otherwise, I'll be late to meet my Earthlings later on for the countdown party. Anyway, move your butt and head towards Marina for the countdown and fireworks tonight if you have no plans!

2008-12-30T00:15:00.000-08:00

Thirtieth December

Counting down to the brand New Year of 2009, one days more. Very soon after that, I'll be eighteen. Be a 18year old young, juvenile girl for once in my life. Remembering what my mum once told me,she longed for her lil girl to grow up,and now it came true, so true. Time passed really fast.. Especially this year. I just did some reflections on what I've done this year right from the start . . . Worked after graduation and from all jobs, regardless of skills or my own knowledge, I've learned quite alot and understood the absolute meaning of Hard Earn Money. Priceless experience which can't be purchase.

Anyway looking back, the 2nd semester of my school term will end by late January and that seriously a zoomed semester. I'll be a year 2 student in April next year. Belive it or not. "Have I grown a little more experienced and responsible?" Hopefully yes uh (: Ah speaking of school, I'll be back in school in 5days time. God.

Say hi to my new robort, Robort M.

2008-12-26T23:42:00.000-08:00

Number4
Hey Ho!

I'm back to blog with lots and lots of photos from chalet. Other then that, more photos will be coming up from our Christmas party held at Karyee's house! (:

This year's Chalet aren't the same as the previous years. Because Amelia and Xintze were away to Australia and Malaysia. Thus, only Chris Karyee Sop Xinyi and I stayed over for the 1st night. While playing cards,all of us freaked out over a Huge lizard in our room and we tried all means to get t it out of our Chalet! HAHA followed by midnight movie, Yes Man. By the time we returned back to our room its aready 4plus, we take turns to bath and we started drinking whereby the funny incident happened. Ah hah!

Next day, both Amelia and Xintze came over straight after their flight and we headed Bedok85 for dinner. And now as I am blogging, I cant help but to laugh at Sop for her hearing skills! As we chilled at the hawker, we tried out a mini game Broken Telephone. Played before? What Sophia did was to change the storyline causing me, the last person in the row to laugh my ass off for an incredibly amusing message. Anyway, Sop's behaviour is ultimately unacceptable this year! She made us all either shooed her away or laughed madly over her actions and what she said! ♥

Thanks to Baygon Mosquito Coil, non of us had any mosquito bites.

BBQ Sneakers cookie.

Chris: "Eeek Laoda! Look at this, why aren't the stingray cooked? Aiyoooo"
Laoda: "Eh, sorry sorry sorry. I BBQ again."
hahah okay, i made all these up (:

A Big ThankYou to our Laoda for BBQing all the food! ♥♥

As usual, I like to be piggy back!

Never mess with us!

Now . .

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This is a good way to scare someone, trust me! It must be of a sudden move with a loud thud. 100% guaranteed effective.

Do you know lizard feeds on dragonfly?! I saw the whole stalking process. Disgusting man!

Bye.

2008-12-17T01:36:00.000-08:00

Bad omen?

Somethings wrong, very wrong. I am having a weird and bad feeling about something, some particular issue which I am not even sure of right now. However, I know it got to be bad. Or perhaps my 6sense is acting up? Anyway its causing me uneasiness!

To stop myself from further imagination, I shall turn to bed now.
Bye, goodnight.

2008-12-15T23:26:00.000-08:00

(L)

*wink* I'll be waiting patiently for the present you girls gonna get for me okay, hurry get back and we'll meet during Chalet! Anyway FYI, Sophia promised to give us each a hug and kiss for all 3nights during Chalet.
How great is that man!! Excited yo!

/ I am missing every single Gf of mine. We used to be so close, seeing each other faces every single day in school, classes. Whereby I could eventually tell who is who by feeling their fingers and the old phrase I used to say "I would know what you girls are thinking just by looking at how you wag your tail". But now.. Everything changed,status changed basically everythig. Thinking back to the scenarios, the history of us brings me heartache. It worries me.

Yet I know for sure, I love you girls, all of you. And I really do.

2008-12-05T22:49:00.000-08:00

WED NES DAY

As usual, whenever I skipped school, Tan Xin Yi will be my accompnay.
Went her house to wake her up from her beauty sleep and also trying to motivate her for her test (: I'm a great friend, right?! After which, we headed NYP for her test and I watched Madagascar in the library while waiting. Madagascar2 is much more meaningful then Madagascar1! Watch it.

Okay look! This is what Long john Silver serves now.
Pathetic portion. Why pathetic? We ordered sidedish which was the fries at $1.50, look at the portion! Especially the size of the chicken. Now if you want TarTar sauce, its an additional of 20cents, want LemonTea? Additional 25cents. The whole meal cost us 9Bucks if I am not wrong. Cheat my money, cheat my feeling! So Angry!

P/s Xinyi, Xintze and I shared the meal which explains why the chicken were cut into pieces.

S n a p!

Met up with Amelia, Karyee and Sophia at Whitesands and had dinner at the HongKong cafe. And the MilkTea they serve = slurpslurp!

K u s h a n k ' s F a r e w e l l !

When I saw you,I merely catch my breath, what about you?
When I saw you,my heart started drumming, what about you?
Hey you! I saw you today!

2008-11-30T23:30:00.000-08:00

Curiosity kills.

Somehow I'm feeling rather sad, but at the same time, another side of me is feeling happy now. 12more days to my Holidays soon after that, Christmas, right after it will be New Year 09 and the series of events goes on.

And whenever I'm feeling sad; what did I do to cheer myself up?

I can't remember.

2008-11-30T00:07:00.000-08:00

If I Were A Boy,
I think I could understand how it feels like when a girl falls in love with me.
The process ... practically everything.
And I swear I’d be a better man.

(I am sure this time round its karma. )

Yesterday, met up with Earthlings and headed to t3 departure hall with quite a number of other Siglapians to sent Kushank off. He's returning Inida for long. And there's a scene which was touching yet funny. Okay here it goes, a JC friend of Kushank nearly tear when we bid goodbye to him. He held back his tears after both of them hugged. Anyway, I've never thought I would be sending a friend off at the airport and never give a thought as to how am I supposed to react. However from this, I am sure if any of my girls are leaving Singapore for long, I won't be holding back my tears like how the guy did, I would be tearing like there's no tomorrow.
So moral of story, don't leave Singapore.
That will be my answer to Karyee's question yesterday. (:

Popeye for dinner, and the topic aftermeal was about Ghost. It made all of us freaked out. Especially when Amelia,Chris,Karyee and I were at Tahna Merah Mrt, a monk was glancing at us as he walks which bring upon a creepy feeling. What's worst was, I was left all alone in the living room to finished up my Rj, my whole house was quiet and windy. So the only way to distract me from the scary thoughts were to webcam!
Thanks Laphew for the accompany man!

2008-11-26T21:34:00.000-08:00

Love Lockdown

Hello. I is a nerd! Twist like me (8

I know this might sound mean, but acting like gangsters are lame. What so great acting like gangster, standing out in the crowd talking and laughing loudly, making a fool of themselves when they are supposed to be at the mature stage? And yes, I bus-ed with a group of schooling youngsters, named them as gangster, they would like it. Seriously, what's in their mind?

Be like me instead. A RockStar wannabe!
Anyway, my communication faci is boring :\ he's a stoner wannabe :)
Aha!

goodnight.

2008-11-22T22:58:00.000-08:00

Dim everything as blissful

Hectic week, which was why there isn't any proper post recently. And I am still veryvery angry with that Idoitic bastard who stole my phone! Causing so much trouble to me, getting all my contacts back! So if you are kind enough, please tell me your no. so I can update my contacts okay? :D
Thank you very the much ah.

Ugly grades! ):

Although my daily grades for Computing are like all B's except for 1 D and 1 X, my predicted module grade is still a C without a + WhatTheHead!
Hence in conclusion,I totally screwed up for computing maths. Yay!

Dim computing maths as crap shit
Computing = crapshit = true

20 more days to my 3weeks vacation! Very soon afer that, semester2 got to end. Time passed fast during this semester, just like what I told Sinah the other day when we went home together, it seems like I have yet get to know all my classmates though the semester is ending in 5more weeks. And I am still trying to mix around, know them better so as to build up the class bonding. Anyway, a handful of my classmates and I were talking about Ghost,watched Ghost videos on "Porcho" and the girls were pretty freaked out HAHAHA :\

I is hungry now eh, I want Dim Sum, Pizza, IceCream and manymany more!
I is fat, supposed to be on diet!
I is thinking of Esplanade again, I want to get there!
I is broke, I need money to get more clothes!
I is still thinking whether to take up elective for next year not, to opt for 5day week or 4day week? Which package to take for my year2&3 module!

Whatever -roll eyes

2008-11-19T20:33:00.000-08:00

Dear Friends:
My phone had been stolen. You know what to do right? Don't contact me yet. I'll get your phone numbers very soon!

:( :( :(

2008-11-16T01:47:00.000-08:00

Reminiscence of 2007 Prom

Seeing the junior's blog or facebook photos on Prom night made me jealous and started to miss Prom more! Since yesterday, I have been winding back the series of events happening last year as our prom falls on the same date, 14th Nov. From the hours being groomed and all ready to enter the ball room, what a memory. Anyway, the song will give you the ambience... It's beyonce words to give the descriptions.

Goodnight all!

2008-11-13T21:53:00.000-08:00

My house is under construction, renovation and now the whole house is like a warehouse!

Supposedly to be the computer room, but now ....

Usually, I would place my stuff in the computer room. But I was stunned when I reached home as I could no longer enter the room not to say to do my homework and place my bag.. Either on Saturday or Monday, they will be painting the house. And hopefully, they uses the odourless paint! I can't take the smell.

2008-11-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

Freaking Scary!

Today,I was told by Hadi, Ameerul and Sinah about a recording being recorded beneath the Earth said to be the "hell", its the screaming and yelling from those "people" who were dead. They are being tortured in the hell and "noises" are being recorded.

I'M DAMN SCARED NOW LA!

I shouldn't even go listen and all! HELPP.
I don't dare to sleep!!!!
:(

2008-11-10T22:25:00.000-08:00

Ashton How Yu Han my nephew!

That's how your grandparents once carry you, isn't it?

awww. I run out of words to describe these.

Sunbathing as his sort of "yellowish".

20 years down the road, it will be 4times bigger!

(:

Ashley How Hui Xin

She's good at making monkey faces! And here's one photo I love most!

Now now, guess who's this?

Have you got your answer?

2008-11-10T16:25:00.000-08:00

Heyho!

I'm still having class now. And wonder why I'm not paying attention when I odd to do so? My day had been screwed since the very start, 9am. Was totally lost and have no idea on what's going on, especially those weird formulae. Blamed it on me, for not attending last week class whereby we went through the formulaes.
What a useless freako I am here :\

Monday Monday Monday, lousy Monday!

Alright, I shall listen to the faci's presentation and off I go, HOME!!
Weeeeeeeeeee~

2008-11-09T21:55:00.000-08:00

Here's my dream -

I was in the school hall, the tables and chairs are arranged in order just like how it looked like during the O'lvl. However, the school hall wasn't bright and its empty. Only my girls and I were occupying the school hall. We were having Amaths paper and my calculator, french curve wasn't with me. I tired running home to get it but I woke up crying knowing that its just a dream. And my dream continued.. after I went back to sleep. Throughout, it felt so real. I was feeling nervous in my dream.

Well, I missed school, secondary school, where all of us were still who the same old us and not who we are now.

Nevermind.

3.Jan.07

2008-11-09T00:24:00.000-08:00

NEOPET

Photograph of BeanieeBoy.

I've longed forgotten what's my previous Neopet account which was created years ago thus, I made a new account. However, I used back the same species Kacheek and its still yellow. Initially I named it Cheeky, but the name was not available and the system suggested me some lame and nonsensical names like Cheecky-love, Cheecky_1_8_, Cheecky_baby909 .. so randomly I named it BeanieeBoy. :D

Was bored just now and went to search for free online games, but none of them meet my needs for a game. HAHA that's when I thought of Neopet. As usual when I play games I would be making unnecessary noises and I attracted both my liltle monsters to my room and they watched me play. Under new games,go try Super Hasee Bounce!

Anyway, from The Straits Time today, Refugees survived by eating dead body. And one of the survivor mentioned "Imagine 15 days without food, without water. We had to eat him to save our lives." That's being gross but the fact was that they had no choice. The question I have is that how they manage to eat the dead body?? Starting from the stomach? Legs? Where? On the other hand, what if all kinds of food available now contain melamine or other posionous substance, will humans will end up feeding humans??!!
Damn,what a psychotic world. Doomsday coming?

REPLIES:

XINTZE: HOWMAYCHIN! You and your AHU room.
MC: Help me go check what is AHU room. If manage to know what it is, I'll get you the book in NYP.

Derrick: do take cares (:
MC : Thanks Bro, you too!

xin yi`: if symtomps persist, pls allow nurse tan to bring you to a doctor.
MC : Sure, no worries man. I will be having a full time nurse to take good care of me! Correct?

liao: you're definitely sick... in the head.. how can your vision vibrate?!?! you put handphone in your eyes arh? then got sms.. haha
MC: Ahhh. You don't understand.

2008-11-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

7-Eleven

I think I'm suffering from some illness which I'm not aware of. My vision "vibrated" today while I'm preparing for my team's powerpoint slides, its like blur and unclear vision for 10secs. After the few seconds, I felt a sharp pain in my head. :(

What if I'm gonna die at a yound age? I felt lost the moment I starts to imagine the scenario while I'm on my way back home. Thus, I have to watch my diet. And I've decided, I'll be on a healthy diet starting from Monday. I want to keep fit and strong! Else, I'll be suffering from different types of illness, heart attack, Cholesterol ...

Stay healthy my dear friends, I can't afford to lost any of you girls. We have to go chill out even though we're in our 70's 80's! That's a deal.

Today's a cool date, 7-Eleven, if you realised.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Boy.

Theres so many Birthday coming up and all, and its making me feel excited for my Birthday toooo!

I just reminded myself about you.

2008-11-05T21:21:00.000-08:00

Sleepy, woody, yawning

Ended class 4.30pm today,and I swear I almost couldn't take it just now after class, very very very sleepy and tired. Btw,I'm lossing interest for school and the urge to do well for this semester. Have been physco-ing myself and finding excuses to skip school every morning before heading over to school which is bad, I know, but I just couldn't help it.

Met up with my fellow W36L classmates for lunch today in our cosy classroom. And majority of them have been missing school very often whereby they have cleared their 10 days leave. Some even absented for 12 to 15 times. Wth, worst then mine, and I hope I won't end up like them :\

I need motivation to go school regulary, looking forward to each and every lesson otherwise .. I will ..
Y'know what will happen to my attendance or I will be receiving warning letters.
Sickening.

Well enough. Goodnight!

2008-11-04T23:21:00.000-08:00

4November08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVELYN HOW
She's 7 this year.

"Hey! Why you blew off my candles, Reyes?!"

"Heh heh heh, cakes for me!!"

HAHAHAHHAHA!

See, how sweet am I to make a card for her? Awww..

Well, I still love and dote on her though she could make me mad at times. However, with her, I've learnt a handful of the latest childhood games and I taught her some games I used to play when I'm in Primary Sch. The experience was awesome,sometimes the both of us would gang up to bully Reyes or made him lost for the games. (:

My two lovely monsters!

2008-11-03T23:27:00.000-08:00

Once again ..

... I skipped class today. Monday Blues. Worst still, first day of school after my holidays so its still okay to skip. (mc, stop deceiving yourself...) Anyway, met up with xinyi, went Bishan for breakfast and slack-ed.
Good food, yummy yummy, yes we want, yes we want! (:

See, look nice right? It's tasty, I said!

After which, headed to NYP. Xinyi went for lab class and I stayed in the library to study for my Entrprise test for tmwr while waiting for xintze to end class. OhMyHead! Test.test.test.test! Thursday another test?!!
Oh yes, School Suckxxzzxxzz.

One form of enlightenment. Laugh.
Extracted from a Singlish book available in NYP's library. How can they allow such books in library when they insisted for silence? For sure people will laugh their ass off while reading whats in the book. Xintze and I were warned for our noise level. Otherwise she will "put" us at the 3rd level. What nonsense! To conclude, RP's library better as we can even shout across the whole area without being caught. (:

Okayokay. RP. RP. RP
I'm having school tmwr, how great?

*Btw surprisingly, I watched HSM and it's alright. I was awake. :D

Goodnight all.