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I'm a bitch

Seriously, I've screwed myself into this state, having mixed feelings and now struggling with everything that triggers my emotion. I can't help but to think back, to look forward to dates I remembered which lead me to this situation. All I could do, within my limitation, was to keep myself occupied and by doing that, it kills. That's damn dumb which is why I said I'm just a bitch, cb!